Tomo wrote:I could do with some of that juice right now....
Brave man Podling. Good luck.
Btw, your profile picture is awesome.
It's hard to think about doing things as an independant, single person at the moment. I understand that's what I'll need to do eventually but I don't feel any freer than when I was with her. I feel out of control and I need to be secure before I can start enjoying myself properly. It doesn't help that I'm back at home with my mother, feeling like a complete loser.
I just need to let my grief run it's course then I can think about the next step without her.