I could do with some of that juice right now....
It's hard to think about doing things as an independant, single person at the moment. I understand that's what I'll need to do eventually but I don't feel any freer than when I was with her. I feel out of control and I need to be secure before I can start enjoying myself properly. It doesn't help that I'm back at home with my mother, feeling like a complete loser.
I just need to let my grief run it's course then I can think about the next step without her.
#3633845, By PodlingJuice Am I grieving?
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